I might make a series of celestial chart illustrated silk scarves for my second semester’s senior thesis. But I don’t know. I have to have it figured out and ready to present in less than 8 hours and I don’t know. I’m slightly drunk and I am not in a mood in which I’m okay with all the things I don’t know.
It’s an oft stated fact that the more you know, the more you realize just how much you don’t. It’s been really overwhelming be lately… I used to be so confident and so sure of everything, and now I’m ambivalent about nearly everything. I feel like in another decade I’ll be crushed underneath the weight of everything I don’t understand. Why can’t I be okay with it?